cny this year has been......well, i cant really say its boring, but maybe its just not as interesting as last year.

is it because its like so late and after so meny events already?
or is it because i have been too high recently that even a cny break doesnt seem to be able to cheer me up anymore?

or maybe its just the absence of the eighties=

vienna was good though=))



i feel like a GM-

and it feels horrid.

toknowthingsandtokeepquietandtopretendthatyoucareaboutwhatyoudontcareanddontcareaboutwhatyoureallycarefor.

am i YZARC?

hopefullyNOT-